I'm still looking for my purpose, my plan, got no clue...
Eliminating what it is not is all I can do.
I'm staying busy working seven days a week.
I like to stay busy so I don't stop to think.
I need to stay busy so no one can see.
The emotions I've buried deep within me.
The walll has grown taller and stronger each day.
But lately its harder to keep emotions at bay.
Something has changed but I'm not sure why.
I keep fighting back tears, trying not to cry.
It almost feels as i am morning a loss.
I don't really know why or even the cost.
I did have a lucid dream was told someone had passed.
But I made my self waken and the name did not last.
I don't think it is that someone will die.
That is making me sad, that is not why.
I think it is a emptiness in my heart that i feel.
That's making it harder and harder to deal.
I will get past this I think that you are.
Your finding some happiness I feel from afar.
I'm glad that your healthy and living your life.
I wish you a life full of happiness, free of strife.
What it is this life has in store for me.
~luv alwiz~
